Wednesday, November 24, 2010
Today I'm thankful for the Lord caring about the little things. I had to have a chest CT done today. It was supposed to be with contrast, that means an IV... yuck. I got there and was told that I didn't have to have contrast because insurance wouldn't pay for two CTs in one day. Yay!!!! That doesn't mean I got out of it all together but for today I did and I'm thankful for that. I'm also thankful that I was able to get a cd copy of the exam so my hubby can look at it when he gets home and I won't have to wait until next week to know the results :) God is so good, isn't He :)
Tuesday, November 23, 2010
Today I'm thankful that even when I don't feel like being thankful, I have so much to be thankful for. God chose me, Jesus died for me, I'm adopted into God's family and made a joint heir with Jesus. The Holy Spirit is a seal, a deposit, a comforter. God has taken care of every need I have, spiritual and physical. So on days I don't feel emotionally up or I don't feel like being thankful, I have these (and this is just a few things) to cling to.
Monday, November 22, 2010
Wow!! I really can't tell you what I've been doing for the last three days. Maybe that is a sign I'm feeling better than I think. Let me think... Friday I did some shopping. I'm so thankful to have the energy to do some shopping and the money to shop with. I was at "our" new Target on University (I'm thankful for that, so we don't always have to run to West Little Rock). Okay, I'm starting to remember where the last three days went. Hope had play dress rehearsal on Friday and the first run of the play that night... I shopped a bit, between going between Little Rock and Maumelle.
Saturday: Second run of Hope's play and then two runs of the Cinderella play, which Hope was a stage manager, so I hung out in Maumelle/Summit church all day. I'm thankful for Hope's talent. My prayer is that the Lord uses her acting and singing for His glory, even if it is "just" singing to little ones or acting out bible stories to them. I put just in quotes because I think being a wife and mother is one of the most important roles a woman can have.
Sunday: Stayed home from church to take care of a sick hubby :( Poor guy! I'm thankful that I am well enough and have enough energy to care for him. I was able to go to the store and get the ingredients to make him one of his favorite meals.... chicken and rice :) I think that was the only time he smiled all day. It must have made him feel better... he went to work today. I'm thankful that he is such a diligent worker. I do hope he comes home early though, he still doesn't feel well.
Lastly, I'm thankful for my Lord. He is a loving and forgiving God. I know I've said before that I'm thankful for Him, but there is so much about Him to be thankful for.
Friday, November 19, 2010
Oops, forgot to post yesterday. Yesterday, I was (and I still am) thankful for a doctor who has a plan to get me better and stop coughing. She was kind, understanding and down to earth. I like that. I'm very grateful for her.
Today, I'm just thankful to be a child of God. I know that I have not really even touched the surface of fully knowing Him and as long as I'm on this earth it will be that way. I think He keeps it that way because if we really knew Him while we lived on this earth we would all be overcome and die. I don't think these mortal minds can contain the full knowledge of God. I've heard some people say that even when we get to heaven we still won't know or comprehend Him completely. He is good.... Okay I could totally start listing His attributes but I won't, suffice to say I'm thankful that I am the Lord's child.
Wednesday, November 17, 2010
It is raining. I'm home alone. It is peaceful. I'm thankful. I'm thankful for the sound of the rain on the roof. I'm thankful for the knowledge that this rain is very much needed and God is providing it. I'm thankful that it didn't really start raining until I was home for the day. There is even a bit of thunder and lightning. I praise God for that as well, because it testifies to His work in my life. I used to be so afraid of thunder and lightning. Now the only reason to not like it is it makes the dog agitated so he walks around growling. What a pleasant evening :)
Tuesday, November 16, 2010
I'm thankful for having a little kitchen redo :) I was able by my husband's generosity to get new counter-tops and cabinet doors and hardware. I think it is really pretty. I was going to post pictures but I can't figure out how. Any computer savvy people want to help me... I have a Mac and when I click on the "add picture" button, nothing happens. I'll post them on facebook, befores and afters.
Monday, November 15, 2010
I've missed a couple of days but I'm still thankful. I'm thankful that I got the cabinets in the kitchen cleaned out on Saturday. That is part of the reason I missed blogging, I was cleaning and then I was exhausted. But it is done and ready for the new cabinet doors today, another thing I'm thankful for. Today we are having new cabinet doors put on in the kitchen. I'll take a picture and post it maybe tomorrow.
For yesterday's thanksgiving.... I'm thankful that 60 years ago yesterday my sweet husband was born. It seems weird to think he is 60 years old. He certainly doesn't look that old! Though I think I agree with Dawn, he looks better as he ages :) I love the color of his hair. God has been so good to me to give me such a loving and generous husband. It makes me soo glad that God is in control of my life and not me!
Friday, November 12, 2010
I'm thankful that all parts of Hope's application to Master's arrived today so her application is complete. Now we wait. I'm thankful that she has chosen a completely biblically based college to go to. I'm thankful for a particular person who has encouraged me that Hope will be fine at Master's and that any area where I feel like she is weak will be taken care of there. This person is younger than I am but she is a great mentor and encourager :) I know that is because she walks with the Lord and is in His word, so she knows how to speak the truth in love. I'm very grateful for that.
Thursday, November 11, 2010
Today I want to express thanks for veterans, all those who have served and sacrificed for our freedoms. I know in my family, my grandfather (Edbaby) fought in World War II. I have and uncle (Kent) who fought in Vietnam. He may not have come back with physical injuries but the emotional things he suffered were incredible. I also have two nephews who are in the Navy. Then there are the men in my church who are literally serving in dangerous places right now. I'm so thankful to these men. BUT I am thankful for their families as well. My goodness, I'm sure we have NO idea what they endure, especially those whose husband/daddies are in the dangerous places. What a sacrifice those families are making for our freedoms. Thank you all so much!!! God bless you!!
Wednesday, November 10, 2010
I'm thankful for the women in my life that challenge me to live a godly life. I don't want to name names because 1) I don't have permission from all of them 2) I don't want to leave anyone out and 3) I don't want anyone to be offended if they are not listed. Some of these women are younger than me! Some I know personally, some I just know from reading their blogs. These women convict me through their life, their writing or through their words to me. God is so kind and good to have these women in my life, using them to convict me and challenge me to be more like Christ. I pray the Lord honors these women for the way they live their lives before me and the world because they do bring glory to God through their lives... I think some of them don't even know it :)
Tuesday, November 09, 2010
Today I'm thankful... so many things come to mind today.... butterflies, breathing(without coughing), Hope singing, sharing my excitement about seeing Wicked with Hope, knowing my comfy bed will welcome me at the end of this busy day, new pics of the Esparza grandchildren on facebook, knowing Erik is making a good recovery from pneumonia, Hope's college application(all parts of it) will be to Master's by Monday, Zaza's for dinner, being reminded once again of our loving, gracious, forgiving covenant keeping God.... there is just so much :) "could we (I) with ink the ocean fill, and where the skies of parchment made, were every stalk on earth a quill...."
Monday, November 08, 2010
I'm so thankful for my husband!!! He is so loving and patient. His tender care of me, especially since I have been sick, is amazing. He doesn't complain that I can't take care of things the way I should or the way he or I would like me to. He doesn't complain that I don't have the energy to cook or if I do cook it is something really simple. He just thanks me for cooking dinner. He makes sure the humidifier is ready to go at bed time. Our humidifier has a bright orange light on it. When I turn on my left side to sleep it keeps me away, so I usually end up waking up in the middle of the night to cover it up with a towel. The other night I woke up and the light was already covered up. He had done it before he went to bed and after I was already asleep. I just put my head back down and smiled. What a thoughtful, loving, simple gesture that was. God has given me such a wonderful husband. I am so thankful for him. I hope he understands how thankful.
Sunday, November 07, 2010
I'm so thankful for my church. I'm not talking about the building, though by God's grace we do have a nice building. I'm talking about the people, our pastors, deacons and elders. I know the leadership in our church is not perfect, we are all sinners, but I know they work hard to do the best and seek the Lord to do His will in their lives and in the lives of our church body. I'm thankful that our pastors preach the Word, even the hard things, even the "politically incorrect" things. The Lord Jesus didn't worry about stepping on toes, if needed and our pastors don't either. Sometimes they step (or stomp, as the case maybe) on my toes or should I say my heart. God has truly blessed me with a wonderful church with great leadership.
Saturday, November 06, 2010
Today I'm thankful for two things. Well, I'm really thankful for more than that but I'm going to talk about two today.
The first one is Ricola cough drop and throat drops. I have been coughing for a long time. Cough drops have become my fifth food group :) I can stand Hall's strawberry cough drops, in a pinch. Ricola cough drops stop my cough, they taste good and they have a variety of flavors. Yay for Ricola (no I have not been paid for this :D )
The second, and more important thing, well actually it is a person. It is my sister, Barb. Some years ago on November 6 she was born. She was my roommate from the time she was born until the day I got married. She is creative and always has been. She has a great laugh. She is so good about calling and keeping in touch. I wish we lived closer together but she loves Arizona and she is closer to her grandchildren (well, in December it will be all of them, right now it is just two of them) so I understand. I hope she has had a wonderful birthday. Barb, if you read this.... Happy Birthday! I love you.
Barb and her hubby, Gene
Friday, November 05, 2010
Today I'm thankful for the Lord's teaching, leading and conviction. I think conviction is a sign that we are His children. If we go through life without a care as to what the Lord cares or thinks about our life or how we are living then we need to take a second look as to whether we are in the faith. So, I'm thankful for conviction, even when it really hurts. I'm grateful for the Lord's leading and teaching too. I have been suffering with a horrid cough for about 6 weeks. In the last week or so I have had the thought that maybe this is the new normal for me. My prayer is that I will get better and stop coughing but I also thought about what if I don't get better? Will I be willing to accept this from the Lord's hand? It is a hard thing to think about since at this point, exercise is out of the question and singing is very hard. I want to be accepting of the Lord's will whatever it is.... even a lot of coughing and shortness of breath. I'm thankful for these thoughts because I know that it is through the power of the Holy Spirit that I can even think about accepting a new normal and this makes me thankful. It confirms to me that the Lord is really working and that makes me thankful.
Thursday, November 04, 2010
Today I'm thankful for a particular part of Christ's body. The folks at Hope Bible Church in Maryland. This is the church where Dawn and Matt attend. We know several of the families that go there. We absolutely love them. We are on the same page spiritually. When Matt accepted the job he has we were concerned about them being sent to a place that might not have a spiritually ground church where they could be adequately fed. Oh how the Lord has answered our prayers above and beyond what we ever thought. This body of believers step up whenever they are needed, not just with Dawn and Matt but with all the people in the church. When a need is expressed, people are there to meet the need. For any of you HBC people who might happen to read this please know that I love you all and am so thankful to the Lord for your commitment to Him and to your being the hands and feet of our Lord to the Esparza family!!!
Wednesday, November 03, 2010
Today I'm thankful for the misty, moisty day. We have so needed the rain. I just love how everything looks fresh and clean. I love that it is cold and wet. It makes me in the mood for yummy things like Autumn soup or a big pot of chili with warm buttery cornbread.
I'm thankful that the rain and the freshness it brings reminds me of the cleansing I receive from the Lord. By the blood of Christ I have been cleansed, the dirt and grime of sin removed, so now when the Father looks at me He sees a nice, clean, fresh Kathie. That is something to be truly thankful for!
Tuesday, November 02, 2010
Today I'm thankful to live in a country where we have the ability to vote and elect the people we want to govern us. A country where we can have Bibles, carry them in the open, talk about them. We can worship freely and openly. I'm glad I live where I live BUT I am sooo glad that this is not my home. I'm thankful the my real home is heaven where my Father lives. I know when the time is right He will call me home and for now He has blessed me with living in a free country. I'm so glad and I give thanks for that.
Monday, November 01, 2010
I have one friend who suggested that for the month of November to blog every day about something we are thankful for, it is the month of thanks. I have another friend who blogs her thanks and numbers them.... she does it off and on all year. I'm going to try for each day this month. I hope my few (any?) readers don't faint :D
I'm thankful for computers and the internet. I know a lot of people use them for evil but a lot of people use them for good. There are several blogs I read that the Lord uses to convict and correct me. Yes, I am thankful for that, painful as it is at times. A computer and the internet allow me to keep in close contact with my far away family. We chat, web cam, e-mail, exchange pictures. It would be so hard to not be so connected. Think how quickly Facebook allows prayer requests to get out, so we can pray for our brothers and sisters. This week I needed to seek advice from a trusted friend in a very far away place. I was able to do that through the computer and the internet. I need to remember, when I sit down at my computer, to thank the Lord. It was the Lord that gave men the knowledge to come up with what we have.... it is so easy to take it for granted. Are you thankful for computers and the internet? Have you thanked the right One for it?